09.27.08
2 months
Today is September 27th . . . it’s been 2 months since Logan left us. It’s still so hard to believe everything that’s happened in the past several months. I’ve been feeling so many conflicting emotions lately . . . happy, but sad . . . hopeful, yet depressed. Sometimes I think I’ve made my peace with what happened, & other times I’m still so angry about everything that we’ve been through. Some days, I find it VERY hard to stay positive & strong. We miss Logan and we miss Beamer . . .
keri said,
September 30, 2008 at 4:23 pm
hey kim…
i’ve been thinking a lot about you guys…i have logan’s picture on our refrigerator and in my wallet…everytime i see him, i think of how amazing his life was and how much he taught us all…i can’t even begin to imagine how hard it’s been for you…when i think about it, i get angry too because i don’t understand why this has happened to you and lance…i’ve been wanting to call but didn’t know if you were up to talking…there’s nothing really that any of us can say since we’ve never been through it…
though i know losing my dad can’t compare to losing a child, i remember feeling the same way…i was so angry that he wasn’t going to be around…and 12 years later, i still have those feelings…the feelings you are having are normal after experiencing such a huge loss…losing someone close to you is something that will take some time to deal with…
i’m glad that you and lance have eachother…you will keep eachother going…
okay…this is a little weird but i’m sitting here writing to you and my itunes is on the “shuffle” mode…guess which song just came on?…yep…you don’t remember…you think logan has anything to do with that?
well, sorry for this “rambling” email…like i said, i’m not sure what to say…anyway, please let me know if there is anything you need…i wish there was more i could do for you…just know that we’re thinking of you…
take care…
love you guys…
keri
kimi said,
September 30, 2008 at 11:32 pm
thanks for the thinking of us keri . . . sometimes it’s hard to voice our feelings to other people. keeping up with the blog has been therapeutic for us . . . it allows us to share our thoughts & feelings with everyone who loves us. we are so blessed to have such wonderful family & friends to support us . . . we really cherish comments like yours. thanks again . . . we love you guys too.