01.13.09
Unsettled & Anxious
So I’m finally back in my classroom . . . I just survived my first day with my students. So far, they seem like a nice bunch of kids . . . VERY talkative, but nothing too bad. A big bonus is that I only have 20 students & 2 of them are only with me after lunch.
I’ve been dreading going back into the classroom. After everything that we’ve been through with Logan, I’ve seriously begun to rethink my career choice. I’m really not sure if teaching is what I want to do for the rest of my life. This thought stresses me out & is causing me to feel a lot of anxiety . . . I’ve NEVER wanted to be anything other than a teacher. If I leave teaching, I have no idea what else I would do! With the current economic situation, now is definitely NOT the time to be unsure of my future. I’ve been having a lot of sleepless, restless nights lately. I just feel so . . . unsettled. Sigh . . . what to do?? 