04.27.09
9 months
Today is April 27th . . . it’s been 9 months since Logan left us. It was a rough day for me at school today. At first, I blamed it on my students . . . some of them were acting like little monsters today. But then I realized that I was just in a crappy mood. 
This past weekend was a difficult one for us. As most of you know, we participated in the March for Babies walk on Saturday. Team Logan had just under 50 walkers & raised a staggering $6300 for the March of Dimes!! GO TEAM LOGAN!! It was a beautiful day for a walk . . . nice weather, great company. Of course, Logan was on our minds the entire day, both in happy & sad ways. We could feel his strength & his love, but we could also feel the huge hole in our hearts . . . the hole that’s been there since Logan left us.
On Sunday, we went to a baby shower for our good friends. They’re expecting a boy in May & we couldn’t be happier for them! The shower was nice, but again, a little difficult. Seeing their beautiful nursery was hard . . . couldn’t help but think about the nursery that we never got to decorate for Logan. Watching them open their gifts was hard too . . . couldn’t help but think how we wouldn’t be needing any of those things for Logan.
But, as always, we put on a brave face & made it through the weekend. I think I might have been okay, if 9 months hadn’t hit us today. Just before typing this, I sat in our living room, crying my eyes out as I watched the beautiful slide show that Cheri created for us. I’m overwhelmed with waaay too many memories of Logan . . . I miss him.